Gotta be at work in an hour... had a headache earlier, took meds, sat in shower.. now im just drained of energy.. Martin and I are fighting more and more.. cant wait till next Sunday when I get out of here on a lil vakay with my sis.. I soooo need to be away from Martin for a while.. just cant stand him most days anymore.. not sure what is gonna happen in the future, but right now it's not looking good.. im just not happy anymore..
Sunday, October 13, 2013
Thursday, October 3, 2013
ShayTober month of ShayLoss
With the Inspiration from Shay Carl in his ShayTober month, I'm beginning ShayLoss.. A month of diet and exercise. I'll have two and half weeks of extreme (for me) diet and exercise. Then I'll be going away on a short Vakay with my sis, and knowing the crap were gonna binge on will probably undo all the diet and exercise.. But then when I get back it will again be back to getting in shape..
I'm 289lbs, 5' 7" and 26 years old. Enough is enough... I don't want to die young or be bed-bound from being overweight, and especially knowing that I can avoid this... It's going to be hard, I'm going to want to quit really really bad most days..
Can I do this? Gosh I really hope so... My goal weight is 180lbs. That's over 100lbs I want to LOSE..
What I have to keep telling myself is that it's not going to be overnight that I'll see results. It's going to take months and months.. maybe even up to a YEAR to see that kind of change. So I need to set a monthly goal.. If I say I want to lose 100lbs in 1 year, that means I need to lose 8.3 lbs a month. That sounds decent enough. That's about 2lbs a week, average... I think I can work with that..
Hopped on Craigslist last night, found someone selling a treadmill.. A lot of my problem also is being outside, I think that if I had a treadmill that would help.. Hopefully I'll hear some good news back from the person selling it....
Alrighty then... thats it for today, will post short blogs throughout the days of what I exercise and eat. Here's to reaching my goal..... Oh, and a special Thank You the Shay Carl for the motivation and inspiration.. I'm not fat, just got a little extra cushioning...
~MomiDezi
I'm 289lbs, 5' 7" and 26 years old. Enough is enough... I don't want to die young or be bed-bound from being overweight, and especially knowing that I can avoid this... It's going to be hard, I'm going to want to quit really really bad most days..
Can I do this? Gosh I really hope so... My goal weight is 180lbs. That's over 100lbs I want to LOSE..
What I have to keep telling myself is that it's not going to be overnight that I'll see results. It's going to take months and months.. maybe even up to a YEAR to see that kind of change. So I need to set a monthly goal.. If I say I want to lose 100lbs in 1 year, that means I need to lose 8.3 lbs a month. That sounds decent enough. That's about 2lbs a week, average... I think I can work with that..
Hopped on Craigslist last night, found someone selling a treadmill.. A lot of my problem also is being outside, I think that if I had a treadmill that would help.. Hopefully I'll hear some good news back from the person selling it....
Alrighty then... thats it for today, will post short blogs throughout the days of what I exercise and eat. Here's to reaching my goal..... Oh, and a special Thank You the Shay Carl for the motivation and inspiration.. I'm not fat, just got a little extra cushioning...
~MomiDezi
Saturday, March 23, 2013
Shitty day
Today is a stay in bed depressed day, and what does Martin do?! Drags my fat ass out in public so I look like the grouchy fat bitch! And that's just what is happening... All I want to do I'd throw up, cry, and lay in bed... But noooo! I'm stuck sitting in the car with the freaking sun blazing in my eyes, wanting to throw up, while Martin and Ciah are in the store... That just pisses me off even more! I just want to give up and cry...
Wednesday, March 20, 2013
4 year anniversary!
Today marks the 4th year of my marriage to Martin... We've had our ups and downs, some minor, others major... But together, we've gotten thru them all and still do... Today we need to take care of some SSI stuff, then Martin might go work a bit... But tonight we'll be going out to a nice dinner... Hopefully he'll like it and not complain..... Much!
Friday, March 8, 2013
Cleaned
Martin and I cleaned the living room last night, as well as Miciah's room... Even had to wash Ciah's carpets, ground in poptarts and blackberries make for a stinky carpet!!
today I slept in till 5pm... How lazy is that!? Hmm... I guess technically it was yesterday, as in Thursday.... And today being Friday since it's 3:25am...
Maybe "today" I'll be more productive!
Thursday, March 7, 2013
Slacking
Yah, so I've been slacking off with my blogging... Probably from the depression... Going back to bed...
Monday, March 4, 2013
3/4/13
It's 12:08 and I don't want to get out of bed at all!! I have to go to work a little early today so I could possibly talk to Pam.. I'm almost having an anxiety attack now just thinking about that conversation... I want to revoke my decision of quitting... But at the same time I just want to leave and never go back... ugh! My stomach is upset now... Thank goodness I close with Tony tonight, otherwise it would be a very crappier day indeed...
For now though, I just want to stay in bed.. But I'm going to force myself to get my fat butt up and drag it to the shower.. Then make some coffee and let my son out of his room.. Oh, and make some lunch and watch some anime.. All before work..
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